Scary Books
For any of you that were fans of the show Friends, do you remember when Rachel and Joey traded favorite books and when Joey was scared of the book (his book – the Shining) or sad about a book (Rach’s book – Little Women) he put the book in the freezer? Well right now, I want to put The Golden Compass in the freezer.
I LOVE to read. I really do but this book is making my blood run cold right now and it’s killing me. Today when I get home all I want to do is go outside, sit in the sun with a glass of wine and read BUT…the book scares me. I worry that I am going to have nightmares about it. Let me remind you that this book was written for CHILDREN. I am a fraidy cat. Also, I am a bit screwed up and my imagination is insane realistic (this is why I don’t like movies). When I read (or see a movie), it’s like I am there, in the middle of things. When things in a book scare me or make me sad, I think I feel them way more deeply than I should. It’s freaking make-believe but somehow in my mind, I can make it seem more real. I don’t know. Maybe I am not making sense. It’s almost like I am trying to avoid the emotion that the book evokes because it costs me too much to let it out.
When I read books about real like (biographies, memoirs, etc) I don’t have the same problem. I can read them, think about them, feel any sort of emotion and I am fine but bring fiction into the mix and I have to put the book down…or maybe in the freezer.